Now.Look at me dead in the eye.Now. by IBeKatO3O
What would you see?
Don't hold me accountable for someone I use to be.
You broke me, but I was already on the ground.
Every stitch in my mind and heart, for every blow you made.
But look at me now.
I stood up
I became strong
I got on my feet and hands and crawled back to who I was.
I would never let my wounds convert me into something I am not.
So if you're looking for another play doll to spit at,
I can't be that role anymore.
I went through beyond hell and never gave up to be where I am, who I am, and what I have today.
I'll leave behind my footsteps of the past,
As I am walking towards the future.
And you can get lost in them,
For all I care.
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Regrets and SufferingI often find myself staying up late at night,Regrets and Suffering by WaffleGamer
just sitting there with my phone out hoping,
hoping for that next text,
that next message from you,
we fight and argue A lot its true,
but if I didn't love you there would be no reason to fight,
when I give you not just the better part of me,
but everything that I am,
and yet I feel taken for granted,
I give and I give more of myself,
but its never enough for you,
you feel so distant to me,
so far away,
like nothing I do ever reaches you,
like everything that I am isn't enough,
I feel worthless,
these wasted tears and empties cries,
I find myself screaming,
just hoping you will finally hear me,
you will finally see me,
see me for everything that I am,
see me for what I'm worth,
hoping just hoping you will finally choose me,
all these hopes just come crashing down on me time and time again,
it seems I'm never enough,
there will always be someone else to take my place,
but I suppose its all my fault,
it's some kind of cruel irony,
that as lon
o_o Not like I'm dead or anything. I received a few messages from some lovely people asking where I was or if I was quitting Deviantart and all that. But nope! I am not. I have been fairly busy this year (2014...please give me a break x.x). Which explains my idle-ness on here and time shortages for drawing ANYTHING. My sketches now are becoming more unfinished, sadly xD But I promise I will do more! Also another thing, please feel free to give me feedback on anything in my gallery. I'm still trying to improve so any advice would be wonderful. And please! Feel free to send me any requests, challenges, inspiration, ideas, suggestions for a sketch you would like to see! (I should be able to reply back to you as soon as I can.) But thanks for watching me, favoriting my works, commenting, etc. It's really nice to see you all appreciate them since I put a lot of effort into them, so doing what I do on here is worth it. (Hopefully my works will get more noticed ^^. It's a dream of mine.)
A little Q&A!
I've been asked on what type of tools I use for drawing (didn't really expect these questions). But I do not use anything fancy because I do not have the money for it. All I use are 0.5 and 0.7 mechanical pencils. The brand of lead for the 0.5 is Foray (2B Hardness). This brand allows you to draw and get into the nitty gritty details. A con would be it breaks kind of easily (or maybe it's just me and I push down too hard). The brand of lead for the 0.7 is Papermate (12HB). I definitely recommend this brand for 0.7 mechanical pencils because it glides and writes so smoothly yet has the right shade of darkness. It's perfect for shading or can be used to accent certain details and make them dark and dramatic. A con would be the color would fade, so if you're drawing and shading intensely, expect the color to go a bit dull. For smudging and shading, I use mech. pencils and my fingers For highlighting, I use a pencil eraser.
Hope this helped!
Upcoming work: Tattoo design for one of my favorite tumblr blogs. She's going to be getting a tattoo soon and holding a contest, so I'm going to create one and submit it. Wish me luck!